Boni
Fledgling Freddie
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Nugusta said:I think care isnt the word to describe what she feels for me. I think its more hate? Seriously if it wasnt for school i know i could do this and just ignore her.
I dont understand what theyre trying to pull...i dont know how im meant to ignore them, since i see them everyday at school. She truely cared for me at one point. I honestly dont see what ive done to make her hate me this much...I cant see what ive done to make her even not like me. I gave her everything, she told me herself she was happy with life with me. God this sucksHolidays dont start for another month or so and i have exams before then...
If its any consolation they probably arent trying to hurt you, but your strong feelings towards her make everything they do seem worse and more personal than it is. Its nasty that you are in the same environment all the time, but as you say just a month till holidays, perhaps you could just spend some quiet time studying for them exams away from her and anyone likely to be hanging round her. I know it will be hard.
Anyway, ill give you no more advice on this matter, as im really no expert, just seen you in the same situation I was a few years ago. Theres no magic cure except time, just try and keep yourself busy and dont dwell on the past too much.