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[Ezteq]

Houston...we have interwebs!!!!

woohoo!! I am currently sat in my lounge here at EZ-HQ typing on my netbook (no wireless yet due to router being late as a result of volcanic doings) with Frasier on the telly, and aaaand I can watch tv on demand ON my telly how frikking cool is that!

Aaaaand I get my bed tomorrow whoopee!! after that I shall have all I require and can lounge about on my sofa watching tv and being a general slob hehe Have a great day everyone
/hugs
xxxx

 

[tierk]

Glad to see that things are moving along nicely for you. Loved the video and i ahve to agree with whoever it was talking about your voice, deadly!!

On a more serious note be very careful in your personal relationship with your as at some point you will take another look at the possibility of getting back together and it will seem to be so right to do.

 

[cHodAX]

She is setting up a premium rate sex line next week and then I just need to have direct debit sorted transfering all my wages into her account every week!

 

[Ezteq]

cho is right...I already have the script automated!!


option 1 Hot Wife!!! = not tonight dear I have a headache

option 2 The Dirty Girl!! = sorry love I'm on the blob

option 3 The school girl = bog off I'm on bebo!!

option 4 Animal Attraction!! = I've not shaved my legs for 17 years! Pass the worming tablets!

Yep; I'm nothing if not diverse.

Tierk, you are right about the thinking about the getting back together thing (lol ty for the voice comment lol) I've been thinking about it a lot and I really cannot see how it could happen.

I mean 1 if he didn't love me a few weeks ago, I mean honestly to break off such a long and nice relationship it must have been really seriously not love then how can you get that back? I mean I haven't changed, I'm still me tbh.

And 2 he went and got that other (if very short term) girlfriend and although he says 'nothing' happened I am sure that at the very least kissing happened and I really cannot bear the thought of kissing what someone else has had their slutty slovak gob on when it used to be so precious to me. That was the real killer, I was perfectly willing to accept the thought of restarting before that but quite literally as soon as I found it out any feelings like that dissolved. It's like if someone offered you your fave cupcake you'd be like yes!! but then if they offered it to you after some stranger had been licking it you (well...tbh I'm not so you about all of you, some of you wouldn't care) but me well I'd be revolted and not want it, no matter how much I liked it.

So at some point it might seem the right thing to do but I am pretty sure it'd be wrong because I'd always have that thought in my mind of being compared to another and tbh I really don't think B2 would want me back, I mean he had me and he didn't want me and I (not bragging or anything) was a really nice girlfriend to have.

Anyway I have got over my 'what if' and mourning for the future we were going to have together because I don't know if you've noticed but when I plan things they never actually turn out how I imagined them so that lovely sweet future I had imagined probably wouldn't have even been remotely like I thought it was going to be and mourning over what you could have had when it was probably never going to be like that anyway is a bit daft so I decided not to do it any more lol.

I do miss being loved though, you know the feeling that someone out there that you love also loves you so much? I really rather miss that quite a lot.

 

[Calaen]

That feeling can be replicated short term with strawberry cheesecake Haagen Daas, to increase duration eat it off yourself I know if I had breast I wouldn't use plates!!!

 

[Aph3x]

Haha Cal possibly the greatest break up tip I have heard!

Also thats a pretty good analogy Ez, I have been in something close to your situation and was kinda hanging on for a lass for months, she'd give me the hope that we could get back together (we had a very intense year long relationship where I thought she was my one) took some nasty night in Venice to change my mind and to be honest I havent looked back.

 

[cHodAX]

I tried eating Hagen Daas off my cock once, now I have a wrecked back.

 

[Aph3x]

Should have removed a rib like Prince, fool...

 

[cHodAX]

Should have removed a rib like Prince, fool...

Ahh well, at least I got the cream...

 

[Malecheon]

So at some point it might seem the right thing to do but I am pretty sure it'd be wrong because I'd always have that thought in my mind of being compared to another and tbh I really don't think B2 would want me back, I mean he had me and he didn't want me and I (not bragging or anything) was a really nice girlfriend to have.

Sounds like after being with you for a long time he started to think the grass might be greener elsewhere and may only now be realising too late that it isn't.

Muppet. Some people don't know when they're onto a good thing until it's gone.

 

[cHodAX]

Muppet. Some people don't know when they're onto a good thing until it's gone.

Have to agree, seen it happen many times and it pisses me off royally. The good gals always end up getting messed around whilst the loud mouthed slappers fall on thier feet. Some blokes don't know when they have it good.

 

[kiliarien]

I really don't think B2 would want me back, I mean he had me and he didn't want me and I (not bragging or anything) was a really nice girlfriend to have.

Even if he does want you back, tough. You are on a different awesome ranking. You = awesome. B2 = epic slovak fail. That simple.

Your place is HUGE for that rent, cheers for the video btw, a really nice place.

As has been echoed by others, I would exercise caution with B2 - I'm sure it must be fulfilling in a way to you that you hold so much sway on his opinions (and frankly you should after so long) because it shows he really has a lot of respect for you even if things didn't pan out.

I will be the twat in this thread in a way because I like to be honest. I'm a bloke and if I'm the only one to think that what B2 said about 'only kissing' her is total lies I'd be surprised. Rebound relationships happen ofc, but if that's all he did then that gets me. Maybe it's because after such long and deep relationships guys tend to emotionally lash out and do stupid things and the 'rebound' stuff happens, including sex. Or maybe it's just me.

Anyways, rock on Ez, you are the queen!!

 

[Ezteq]

Well I can either accept what he said or be doubtful of it but tbh at the end of the day it doesn't really have anything to do with me now (and I really don't want to know lol).

Anyway! I had a wonderful nights sleep in my lovely comfy bed (omg I swear it was just...optimum cozy tbh) after a really great day and was knackered (did get woken up a coule of times but this time I was so comfy I went straight back to sleep so no harm no foul) and am now sat on my really comfy squishy sofa watching toonattik lol marmilade (that looks wrong cba to check how to spell it though) on toast with a cuppa tea and cartoons...HEAVEN!

Just have to email virgin now though because I still don't have a phone connection and due to volcano my hub didn't come and I'll have to set it up myself... I may be calling on you guys to talk me through it rofl!!

Have an awesome sunday folks, and thank you again for your opinions and observations i might not like em but it's good to know em!

 

[Ezteq]

Just thought I'd do an update here because a couple of you guys are having a pretty crappy time and I just want to show that there is proof that we can and do survive horrible, vile things.

EZ-HQ is all done and tip top tbh; love the place it feels safe and it is home. I do still have sad moments and cry a bit, but not much and tbh it's not the omfg I'll never be happy again crying it's just the 'i'm a wee bit sad' crying then I go and have a snack and it's better.

Something I the ultimate control freak have learned is that shit really does just happen and there's nothing to do about it so just roll with it and pick yourself up afterwards. It's hard and horrible and at the time seems thoroughly impossible but the only alternative is to stay down and it's no fun down there. Life is hard and horrible things do happen when we don't deserve them, but life is also nice and fun and good things happen, sometimes we are so sad we fail to notice them but just keep your eyes peeled and you'll see nice stuff, it might not be of the same magnitude of the bad stuff but little nice stuff is still nice.

So; all in all, I'm fine, a little bit sad and occasionally a bit lonely but generally am fine and if you are going through something horrible maybe this will help you I don't know, I hope it does because I really did lose the most precious thing I ever had. I lost the one thing I really cherished and actually used to have nightmares about losing and it happened and it's gone never to return and in all honesty that was the worst thing that has ever happened to me in the long history of the 'horrible stuff I did at the weekend' essay that is my life, and now I have lived here 3 weeks tomorrow and am content and am not fully healed but am on the mend and guys if I can get through that and come out I really hope you can use it to see that humans are quite strong and when the shittith hittith the fanith we do indeed survivith.

 

[Vasconcelos]

Just thought I'd do an update here because a couple of you guys are having a pretty crappy time and I just want to show that there is proof that we can and do survive horrible, vile things.

EZ-HQ is all done and tip top tbh; love the place it feels safe and it is home. I do still have sad moments and cry a bit, but not much and tbh it's not the omfg I'll never be happy again crying it's just the 'i'm a wee bit sad' crying then I go and have a snack and it's better.

Something I the ultimate control freak have learned is that shit really does just happen and there's nothing to do about it so just roll with it and pick yourself up afterwards. It's hard and horrible and at the time seems thoroughly impossible but the only alternative is to stay down and it's no fun down there. Life is hard and horrible things do happen when we don't deserve them, but life is also nice and fun and good things happen, sometimes we are so sad we fail to notice them but just keep your eyes peeled and you'll see nice stuff, it might not be of the same magnitude of the bad stuff but little nice stuff is still nice.

So; all in all, I'm fine, a little bit sad and occasionally a bit lonely but generally am fine and if you are going through something horrible maybe this will help you I don't know, I hope it does because I really did lose the most precious thing I ever had. I lost the one thing I really cherished and actually used to have nightmares about losing and it happened and it's gone never to return and in all honesty that was the worst thing that has ever happened to me in the long history of the 'horrible stuff I did at the weekend' essay that is my life, and now I have lived here 3 weeks tomorrow and am content and am not fully healed but am on the mend and guys if I can get through that and come out I really hope you can use it to see that humans are quite strong and when the shittith hittith the fanith we do indeed survivith.

This video always cheers me up. Love the music, Michael Sembello rox!!

YouTube - Gremlins 2: Mega-Madness

 

[Ezteq]

This definately qualifies as new stuff lol I just had an urge today to buy new, girly pants (all mine are just black shorts) for me! Not to impress anyone or to attract anyone (tbh one set has cartoon captions on them lol) but just because I want some underwear with colours and froth and frills on it and so I got some dang nabbit and I can't wait to test drive them hehe!!


neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew paaaaaaaaaaaaants

 

[Lamp]

hell, why spend money? if its pants you want, you only had to ask. Plenty of lads on here will stick a pair of their shreddies in a jiffy bag for you. You want freshly worn or ones that have been in the machine? Full body?: Laddey changes his twice a year. An investment if ever I heard of one.

 

[Ezteq]

LOL ew wearing second hand pants nawstey!!

 

[Ch3tan]

french knickers for teh win!

 

[Vasconcelos]

Still better than 2nd hand thongs....

 

[Ezteq]

omg even first hand thongs make me a bit queezy tbh lol