echome
Fledgling Freddie
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- Feb 19, 2004
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Earlier today I left my girlfriend after almost 3years together. Both good and bad years.
I've spend the day talking to my family and friends about it. Thinking about it myself, thinking about nothing.
Even though we both "agreed" that this was the best to do now, it still feels so wrong.
Like my heart has been ripped apart and I can't find the pieces.
Why am I then saying this stuff here? I don't really know, just thought that I wanted to write it down and hope that might help a bit.
In a way I really like that I am able to feel all those feeling that I got right now. Feel like a real humanbeing, but at the same time I just want it all to go away and feel nothing. It hurts so much and I am crying for the first time in a long time.
I still don't understand why something is suppose to feel this bad. Why can't you just shut it down and get on with your normal life.
This fucking sucks.
Hope the rest of you had a good day and remember to show your loved one how much you really love them! Don't take anything for granted. Live everyday like it is your last.
I've spend the day talking to my family and friends about it. Thinking about it myself, thinking about nothing.
Even though we both "agreed" that this was the best to do now, it still feels so wrong.
Like my heart has been ripped apart and I can't find the pieces.
Why am I then saying this stuff here? I don't really know, just thought that I wanted to write it down and hope that might help a bit.
In a way I really like that I am able to feel all those feeling that I got right now. Feel like a real humanbeing, but at the same time I just want it all to go away and feel nothing. It hurts so much and I am crying for the first time in a long time.
I still don't understand why something is suppose to feel this bad. Why can't you just shut it down and get on with your normal life.
This fucking sucks.
Hope the rest of you had a good day and remember to show your loved one how much you really love them! Don't take anything for granted. Live everyday like it is your last.