Everz
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Going through a bit of a shitter atm. The girlfriend is in hospital with a pretty serious illness (pancreatisis) and as such all day up hospital staying with her, past few days, especially she looked loads better and was back her old self. However during the night she took a turn for the worst and is currently off having a thing fitted in her neck, it killed me today to see her crying and scared but I told her to be brave and held back.
I'm lost though, am I doing the right thing? I don't want to show anything but a brave face around her, as she's the one going through this and it should only be about her. I'm just lost at what to do, almost a guilt that I'm going home and just playing daoc whilst she suffers.
Fuck I just want her well! Most of the above made no sense but rambling makes me feel like I'm doing something for her rather then sitting on my tod. :/
I'm lost though, am I doing the right thing? I don't want to show anything but a brave face around her, as she's the one going through this and it should only be about her. I'm just lost at what to do, almost a guilt that I'm going home and just playing daoc whilst she suffers.
Fuck I just want her well! Most of the above made no sense but rambling makes me feel like I'm doing something for her rather then sitting on my tod. :/