Phooka
Fledgling Freddie
- Joined
- Jun 12, 2004
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Life is my bitch
Why does life have to be such a bitch. Sometimes its good some times its bad and if you are lucky you will experiance total euforia for a few seconds. Try too achieve this without drugs, it happens in a flash and then its gone. Leaving you in your semi happiness wondering where the fuck euforia went. Sadly most of the time your happiness gets oppressed by some crude sick shit who makes the world go round. Lets smite someone yeaaass look that person down there is happy lets make sure that wont happen netime soon again.... Evrytime something fun is bound too happen something else is playing a part in your life, mostly on the background like a snake stalking a poor mouse peacefully foraging WHACK!! You’re screwed.
This makes me wonder how other people percieve life or better yet existance. I see so many people get up in the morning go too work come home, clean, cook do the dishes watch television or something mindless and stoopid for an hour or 2 and goto bed, the next day same thing happens all over again, oow but what about the weekends u say... What usefull things do people do in the weekends that you can say truly matter in the bigger picture. Is it something when they are lying on their deathbed they can think off and be at peace with their life? In my personal experiance it is mostly something stupid only too still and surpress the feeling deep down in evry person that this is not how they actually want too live. People who say otherwise are lying because it scares and depresses them too much or they are just too simple and have no clue what the fuck i am talking about. For the people that do have a clue I will probably say nothing new, nothing they havn’t thought about for themselves. That depresses me even more, so many people aren’t happy with their lives , the way they are living, the responcebilities, the commitments and obligations too others. These all force mankind too live life as they are living it now. You see it? Do you? Do you really? We all pressure each other, we are our own enslavers. Depressing? Maybe.. But it is tru. So this is why i wonder how other people percieve life. Don’t you just see this? If you do then why not revolt against it? I am trying but the sheer mass of rules one has too obide are like a stray-jacket. Its like sitting in a train going 300 miles per hour and you wanne get off... Stop... STOP.... STOP THE FUCKING TRAIN!!!! Alas, another dream passed by, another oppertunity too exist in bliss just flushed down the crapper as I watch the tracks speed by through the shithole. Still in the unbreakeable vortex of human sadism, getting drawn further and further away from your personal dream, the chance of living in total euforia.
Tough luck people say too me. Thats life. You better accept it and make the best of it. Follow the sheep, be a sheep, don’t think, just obay. And why? Because noone wants to be free, they wouldnt know what too do with freedom. Be the instigator of your own demize.
But not me! I will go on. I will fight for my freedom.... I will achieve eternal bliss in this life and none of you fuckers can stop me! Screw you!! I own you. I see through your shallow simple meaningless lives.. I will prevail.
Why does life have to be such a bitch. Sometimes its good some times its bad and if you are lucky you will experiance total euforia for a few seconds. Try too achieve this without drugs, it happens in a flash and then its gone. Leaving you in your semi happiness wondering where the fuck euforia went. Sadly most of the time your happiness gets oppressed by some crude sick shit who makes the world go round. Lets smite someone yeaaass look that person down there is happy lets make sure that wont happen netime soon again.... Evrytime something fun is bound too happen something else is playing a part in your life, mostly on the background like a snake stalking a poor mouse peacefully foraging WHACK!! You’re screwed.
This makes me wonder how other people percieve life or better yet existance. I see so many people get up in the morning go too work come home, clean, cook do the dishes watch television or something mindless and stoopid for an hour or 2 and goto bed, the next day same thing happens all over again, oow but what about the weekends u say... What usefull things do people do in the weekends that you can say truly matter in the bigger picture. Is it something when they are lying on their deathbed they can think off and be at peace with their life? In my personal experiance it is mostly something stupid only too still and surpress the feeling deep down in evry person that this is not how they actually want too live. People who say otherwise are lying because it scares and depresses them too much or they are just too simple and have no clue what the fuck i am talking about. For the people that do have a clue I will probably say nothing new, nothing they havn’t thought about for themselves. That depresses me even more, so many people aren’t happy with their lives , the way they are living, the responcebilities, the commitments and obligations too others. These all force mankind too live life as they are living it now. You see it? Do you? Do you really? We all pressure each other, we are our own enslavers. Depressing? Maybe.. But it is tru. So this is why i wonder how other people percieve life. Don’t you just see this? If you do then why not revolt against it? I am trying but the sheer mass of rules one has too obide are like a stray-jacket. Its like sitting in a train going 300 miles per hour and you wanne get off... Stop... STOP.... STOP THE FUCKING TRAIN!!!! Alas, another dream passed by, another oppertunity too exist in bliss just flushed down the crapper as I watch the tracks speed by through the shithole. Still in the unbreakeable vortex of human sadism, getting drawn further and further away from your personal dream, the chance of living in total euforia.
Tough luck people say too me. Thats life. You better accept it and make the best of it. Follow the sheep, be a sheep, don’t think, just obay. And why? Because noone wants to be free, they wouldnt know what too do with freedom. Be the instigator of your own demize.
But not me! I will go on. I will fight for my freedom.... I will achieve eternal bliss in this life and none of you fuckers can stop me! Screw you!! I own you. I see through your shallow simple meaningless lives.. I will prevail.
with all that snow sent me dizzy
