Paradox no 569

[Imgormiel]

Hmm, been thinking about this, and I have to say if there was ever a Joseph Heller argument it is this. Ok, was sorta in something fucked up with yeah a woman. And having been wrongly a stalker and writing to her telling her what's what.

Then telling her blah blah etc and I love her etc. That I am expected to do the running. Er, FO! Being labelled a stalker and then being expected to do the usual manly things ie let her know I am interested etc - er been already told, and told also we need to talk things over first. Like I am gonna be doing any shit after being labelled with that crap and then not even being told that they were sorry and wrong...

The horse doesn't come to the water to drink and then I am still expected to make something of it when women in general perceive that chasing after them is a weakness. Just fucking LOL! You gals are really fucked up. That translates to many instances of relationships. Ever heard two phrases? :-

Ever thought you were being cheated?

By doing nothing, everything happens!

Er, no surprise then when I say this :-

And now a time for leperskin. How it ends, how it begins. And when a time when patience flies. The fare thee well, that means, fuck, off!

Seriously. Wtf is with you gals...

What happened to people being civil with each other imo?!! Head games, frankly at my age, no! You wanna go back to creche, fine, just do it on your own terms and don't bother anyone else with your convictions tbfh!

 

[Ezteq]

dude, less beer more fags tbh


/hugs and coffee

 

[Imgormiel]

dude, less beer more fags tbh


/hugs and coffee

Er, I've been thinking this when sober also Had horrible week of feelings tbfh

But rep anyway cuz i lub u

I am bored of coffee and beer Tea sucks as does everything else right now I am in hiding at a secret location avoiding the 'her' :s

 

[Ezteq]

aw sweeite

 

[Imgormiel]

aw sweeite

Had feeling in my stomach - guess it was a pang for like two days. Mulling over what to do and came to the conclusion that the feeling for me was bad and that I should do nothing about it and go back to being the way I was pre-April as that I could deal with. It made sense. Else it was Hobson's choice - ie being psycho and chasing after her which is not the done thing. Even though for her own gratification in a small respect she may have wanted it. No. This must be right and what's going on is wrong in every respect so, sorry, I time out and now have sorted it in my head. I stay away from her and tbfh i fucking run. Because I see no good coming from it. I spoke to her bro, they both have my phone number, do they call? Nope. So er no. My name is not fucking Aslan ty

 

[Imgormiel]

aw sweeite

Thanks for the rep, hmm, with her I really don't know what to think. She won't let me go, but she likes things as they are, she doesn't understand what a friend is or at least my definition of a friend. She screwed me over good, yet years later I sorta forgave her. Her bro wants me and her to get together, I can't see that happening. Not in this life time at least. I tried for his sake to make it happen. But given the circumstances and I told him this, it has to come from her now because after I listened to everyone who heard what I had to say. I can't do anything else. I'd love it if something could be done but what I want and I feel she wants are two different things. I need to gtfo of this city and leave and yeah it is because of her. I know that sounds irrational but, this has been going on for like 20 years and I have wilted to everything yet she still persists with her crap and yet offers nothing. This isn't going to happen. Thus I need to go because I can't have this shit haunting me for what is left of my life.

 

[fettoken]

First, take care of business (study psychology courses and what not) so you can take care of BUSINESS (Fuck her). No but seriously i think that people needing to play mindgames are not worth our time. (We that are wise and intelligent enough not to be needing to do that to boost our ego or whatever)

 

[CorNokZ]

40y old emoes.. What's next?

 

[fettoken]

40y old emoes.. What's next?

Your mum?

 

[CorNokZ]

My mom is always next..

 

[Imgormiel]

First, take care of business (study psychology courses and what not) so you can take care of BUSINESS (Fuck her). No but seriously i think that people needing to play mindgames are not worth our time. (We that are wise and intelligent enough not to be needing to do that to boost our ego or whatever)

<-- is a psychology grad and did A' level in it. Your business quote is correct. I have heard suggestions that in certain cases, that's what lets me down because I know too much. Fuck 'em. I want to know wtf is going on, not be led by half assed shit that means nothing, worse still when those same wankers don't even know what's in their own minds...

As for mindgames, well that was my twenties, i cba with that shit no more. If that's the person who is my suitor at my age lol, fo. That's just plain silly...

 

[Imgormiel]

40y old emoes.. What's next?

es gibt ein klein schizzle fur dich ;d

 

[Huntingtons]

My mom is always next..

so, even tho i did her last night i have to do her next? erf

 

[Imgormiel]

I confess, I am not a 40 year old emo lol!

 

[Turamber]

People are highly complex, and when you have strong feelings for one your own perceptions, judgements, reflections and reactions are undoubtedly affected. Yet when its the right person it can be stupidly straightforward.

I've had my share of complex relationships, and I've had a few very straightforward ones where we were on the same wavelength and got on like a house on fire. For a while anyway.

Unfortunately I think the mass media has led people to get even more complicated and to have unrealistic expectations of themselves, of the other person and what happens in a relationship.

These days I'm less fussed about being single, but I know that craziness is only an eye contact away...

 

[Imgormiel]

People are highly complex, and when you have strong feelings for one your own perceptions, judgements, reflections and reactions are undoubtedly affected. Yet when its the right person it can be stupidly straightforward.

I've had my share of complex relationships, and I've had a few very straightforward ones where we were on the same wavelength and got on like a house on fire. For a while anyway.

Unfortunately I think the mass media has led people to get even more complicated and to have unrealistic expectations of themselves, of the other person and what happens in a relationship.

These days I'm less fussed about being single, but I know that craziness is only an eye contact away...

We all have the potential of being a crazed heretic, just that we prefer not to admit it

 

[Ezteq]

We all have the potential of being a crazed heretic, just that we prefer not to admit it

I admit it, I don't care...being seen as being a crazy freak has it's advantages; it deters the boring!

 

[Imgormiel]

I admit it, I don't care...being seen as being a crazy freak has it's advantages; it deters the boring!

Ez just got shunned by society, hurrah for glasnost on crazy heretics!

 

[Ezteq]

I get shunned by no one! ...except the cheerleaders

Anyway, here ya go bud, another of my fave songs by the offspring, maybe apt for this situation maybe not but you can shout like a pig in a blender to this one and vent your angers

YouTube - ‪The Offspring-Self Esteem‬&lrm;

 

[fettoken]

Rep for you Ez, superb song!

 

[megadave]

best offspring song imo