Aoami
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Does any suffer from this? It's the fear of sleep.
I've had sleep problems for a while now, probably around 3 years, i think they set in just before i first started uni.
Anything between 1 & 4 times a week when i go to bed, i can't sleep until it's light. I suffer anxiety attacks when i lie down, and often think of dying, or that i'm going to die if i fall asleep. I don't suffer from depression or anxiety during the day (actually, i do have the odd anxiety attack in the daytime, but very very rarely, usually they happen when i'm in a car or smoking weed).
The anxiety attacks take the form of not being able to swallow. I feel like i'm going to swallow my tongue, and that makes me more anxious and panicy. I don't even know if it's possible to swallow your tongue, but i'm scared shitless of it. I also occasionaly have rapid heartbeat, and other classic anxiety attack symptoms.
The reason i'm posting this is because i had a particuarly strange episode tonight, which led me to do a bit of research into insomnia, which in turn led me to hypnophobia. I was lying in bed about 5am trying to sleep (why 5am? why not like 1am like normal people, i'd been in bed watching tv/playing games since about 11pm) and kept drifting off for a few seconds and really noticing myself slipping out of conscieousness, and it was really frightining me. It was like i was watching very vivid videos on the back of my eyelids, i felt like i had my eyes open and i was watching my dreams even though they were shut tight and nothing of what i was seeing was going on around me. This has happened a few times before, but believe me, it gets no less wierder with time.
I've been to the doctors about my issues a few times, and been diagnosed with all manner of bollocks. Caffeine Allergy (after coming off caffeine i had the best week of sleep i've ever had, but then the symtpons came back, even though i took no caffeine for a year, apart from that 1 week of great sleep my symptons were still there.), Depression (I told the doctor he was an idiot because i'm clearly not depressed, i'm perfectly normal apart from this sleeping bollocks), and one doctor just said 'you've got a bit of insomia, it'll pass' - cheers son.
I've recently started taking 5htp (Seratonin Supplement), which hasn't made much of a difference, apart from making me well happy during the day, so i might keep taking cos i quite like it. It makes me feel like i'm high on E and really stoned at the same time
So yes, anyone know anything about this? I've never been overly concerned about it, because it doesn't impact on my life much, it just means it's hard work getting out of bed sometimes cos i've had like an hours sleep when i'm expected to get up, but most of the time it just means i'm a bit tired for a couple of hours, or when i worked a 9-5, I usually had a crash around 3pm.
It's a bit grim though, all the same.
GOOD MORNING FH!
I've had sleep problems for a while now, probably around 3 years, i think they set in just before i first started uni.
Anything between 1 & 4 times a week when i go to bed, i can't sleep until it's light. I suffer anxiety attacks when i lie down, and often think of dying, or that i'm going to die if i fall asleep. I don't suffer from depression or anxiety during the day (actually, i do have the odd anxiety attack in the daytime, but very very rarely, usually they happen when i'm in a car or smoking weed).
The anxiety attacks take the form of not being able to swallow. I feel like i'm going to swallow my tongue, and that makes me more anxious and panicy. I don't even know if it's possible to swallow your tongue, but i'm scared shitless of it. I also occasionaly have rapid heartbeat, and other classic anxiety attack symptoms.
The reason i'm posting this is because i had a particuarly strange episode tonight, which led me to do a bit of research into insomnia, which in turn led me to hypnophobia. I was lying in bed about 5am trying to sleep (why 5am? why not like 1am like normal people, i'd been in bed watching tv/playing games since about 11pm) and kept drifting off for a few seconds and really noticing myself slipping out of conscieousness, and it was really frightining me. It was like i was watching very vivid videos on the back of my eyelids, i felt like i had my eyes open and i was watching my dreams even though they were shut tight and nothing of what i was seeing was going on around me. This has happened a few times before, but believe me, it gets no less wierder with time.
I've been to the doctors about my issues a few times, and been diagnosed with all manner of bollocks. Caffeine Allergy (after coming off caffeine i had the best week of sleep i've ever had, but then the symtpons came back, even though i took no caffeine for a year, apart from that 1 week of great sleep my symptons were still there.), Depression (I told the doctor he was an idiot because i'm clearly not depressed, i'm perfectly normal apart from this sleeping bollocks), and one doctor just said 'you've got a bit of insomia, it'll pass' - cheers son.
I've recently started taking 5htp (Seratonin Supplement), which hasn't made much of a difference, apart from making me well happy during the day, so i might keep taking cos i quite like it. It makes me feel like i'm high on E and really stoned at the same time
So yes, anyone know anything about this? I've never been overly concerned about it, because it doesn't impact on my life much, it just means it's hard work getting out of bed sometimes cos i've had like an hours sleep when i'm expected to get up, but most of the time it just means i'm a bit tired for a couple of hours, or when i worked a 9-5, I usually had a crash around 3pm.
It's a bit grim though, all the same.
GOOD MORNING FH!