Ever get the feeling?

old.Tohtori

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A while back, good while actually, i kinda "realised" myself. What i want, who i am, what makes me tick etc etc.

But lately, it seems that it's starting to bite me in the bum.

I'm happy, content, but it's becoming boring and i've been thinking of changing things.

But the point of it, is that would i really want to? Because i'm happy and content as is, should i really mess with it?

Hopefully know what i mean by this...if not, answer "haha" way :D
 

Helme

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I've been like this for years, decided that if I change I might not get back to what I was and instead become miserable. Not worth chancing imo.
 

old.Tohtori

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I've been like this for years, decided that if I change I might not get back to what I was and instead become miserable. Not worth chancing imo.

Aye, it's a b*tch though. Find yourself, realise what matters etc, all that spiritual sh*t...and then you think "What the f*ck am i supposed to do now?" :D
 

Dukat

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"haha" way :D

Edit: on a more serious note, I think I know what you mean, but whenever I've been happy and content I've never been bored of it; something always seems to happen to change the situation, rather than me seeking change.
 

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lol i had the sudden urge to try and be more social...(actually i got sick of B2 nagging me to get some friends so thought i might try it, i mean it has been like 4 years since the last atempt) even though i know it is best for me not to socialise, so in one month i invited 3 people out for coffee (3!! not 1, not 2 but 3! i mean if thats not a genuine attempt then what is?)

anyway one blew me out the day before we were supposed to meet up and the other 2 didnt bother replying.

so i thought Meh such is life, however i shall give it another go! so B2's associate from work has been asking B2 if he and i would like to go out for dinner with him and his gf i've always said no (well...actually i cried a lot had a few panic attacks and said "nonono please dont make me go!!") so i thought "ok, grow a pair and say yes, whats the worst that can happen?" so the day before we're supposed to meet up i start getting the panics, that night i get barely any sleep and then that day im feeling sick and shakey and then they opt out LOL


so no actually i really think i'd rather not change, people keep telling me I should change but what the hell do they know? I wasn't bored with the way i am i just thought i might relent a little and see if they were right (see how damn acommodating i am??) and all i got was one big pain in the arse.

im both happy and content so why poke the wasps nest. thats what i say.
 

old.Tohtori

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Well after much thinking and consideration, i decided on the middleway.

Cut off my beard :D

Well, it's a "change", yet i can take it back over time for sure.

Look f*cking weird though...

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Marc

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Now you just look like Terry Christian!!
 

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Thanks for saving me the trouble of finding out if I'd look decent without a beard!

Long hair + no beard = plain weird.
 

old.Tohtori

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Thanks for saving me the trouble of finding out if I'd look decent without a beard!

Long hair + no beard = plain weird.

When it's tied up, aye, when not, it's 20 year old chicks drool galore :D

Look like a f*cking HIM type of metal singer.
 

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A while back, good while actually, i kinda "realised" myself. What i want, who i am, what makes me tick etc etc.

But lately, it seems that it's starting to bite me in the bum.

I'm happy, content, but it's becoming boring and i've been thinking of changing things.

But the point of it, is that would i really want to? Because i'm happy and content as is, should i really mess with it?

Hopefully know what i mean by this...if not, answer "haha" way :D

Fuck it and go nuts! You can always return to your easygoing life.
 

Mey

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Seel do you shave the sides of your hair?
 

Ctuchik

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A while back, good while actually, i kinda "realised" myself. What i want, who i am, what makes me tick etc etc.

But lately, it seems that it's starting to bite me in the bum.

I'm happy, content, but it's becoming boring and i've been thinking of changing things.

But the point of it, is that would i really want to? Because i'm happy and content as is, should i really mess with it?

Hopefully know what i mean by this...if not, answer "haha" way :D

well u can't be truly happy and content if its making you bored now can you?
its worth finding out whats making you bored tbh. when you have you could think about doing something about it. if you chose not to, well atleast then you know.
 

old.Tohtori

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well u can't be truly happy and content if its making you bored now can you?
its worth finding out whats making you bored tbh. when you have you could think about doing something about it. if you chose not to, well atleast then you know.

Ah but i meant it as a mental bored.

I liked to think of who i am, what i am etc. But when i got done with that, i don't know what to use my spare thinking time on.

Not bored at life as such, bored of...well...i guess the wait?
 

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