echome
Fledgling Freddie
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- Feb 19, 2004
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Since GF and I broke up earlier this week, ive been drinking every night untill I just fall asleep and collaps.
Been 4 days in a row now, and starting on the 5th in an hour. Ive been with her for one and a half year and now it is just over all of a sudden. Did'nt ever think I could feel this crappy and confused, thought I was a smart boy with my life all figured out but damn this made me stop and think... Atm I am drinking and spending all my time with my friends, trying to forget. Think that is rather normal, but at the same time ive got this urge to start on the university again and get started on my big hobby, philosophy. Perhaps this is all for the better but damn I feel crappy atm hehe. Like my soul been ripped apart and my world been turned upside down.
Why is it that one person got such a big impact on your life and your hole world?
Why is it I just can't forget her, nomatter how much I drink?
Why is it girls like fooling around with us and our feelings like that?
This hole experience made me think... and cry for the first time in God knows how long.
Just wanted to know if my reaction and behaviour in this situation is normal or what?
Ohhh and all you boys and girls out there in love, enjoy it and make the best out of it.
Been 4 days in a row now, and starting on the 5th in an hour. Ive been with her for one and a half year and now it is just over all of a sudden. Did'nt ever think I could feel this crappy and confused, thought I was a smart boy with my life all figured out but damn this made me stop and think... Atm I am drinking and spending all my time with my friends, trying to forget. Think that is rather normal, but at the same time ive got this urge to start on the university again and get started on my big hobby, philosophy. Perhaps this is all for the better but damn I feel crappy atm hehe. Like my soul been ripped apart and my world been turned upside down.
Why is it that one person got such a big impact on your life and your hole world?
Why is it I just can't forget her, nomatter how much I drink?
Why is it girls like fooling around with us and our feelings like that?
This hole experience made me think... and cry for the first time in God knows how long.
Just wanted to know if my reaction and behaviour in this situation is normal or what?
Ohhh and all you boys and girls out there in love, enjoy it and make the best out of it.