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Hey, for those who hate me please spare a moment to read this thread.
Posting on this forum started out as a place where I could chat to friends, talk about DAoC related topics (mostly Battlegrounds discussions) and have some good time. People started to flame me, and rightly so, because I was being too arrogant and abusive to some people. Finally I got banned and after that, I guess the addiction and my childish tendencies made me keep on creating new accounts, and posting useless and abusive posts.
I didn’t really intend it to be that way – but this is how it has turned out. And I do not blame anyone for me, even the death threats, I could not deal with the consequences of my own actions, this is what drove me to the lowest level of account creating and abuse.
Now I know what I have done is wrong and nor do I expect your forgiveness, I am merely writing this because, enough of is enough. I’ve got too many other things to worry about than to give people grief on the internet. Believe me I’ve been thinking about how much of an idiot I have become, and yes I have at times hated myself for it. But then I realise, this is just a forum and it brings nothing to my life. I have other priorities now.
They say it takes a brave man to stand up and admit he was wrong but I will take no glory for this post. For it does not take courage. However, I want to assure you that I mean it 100%. I have never been so sure of this and I really want to know that all of you have my sincere apologies.
Basically, I am just saying sorry to all those I have insulted, harassed or anything else over my time on Freddyshouse. If you chose to reply to this thread; flame me, ridicule me, report me or whatever. Yes I swallow my self-pride with this but I want to get some things straight before I can move on with my life. As I said, I can understand all your anger that may await this reply.
However, I won’t be reading it, not this time.
There are things in life when you say to yourself ‘that’s it, enough now’ and this is one of those times. Thank you to everyone who has helped change me, and realise what I need to change about myself.
So, for one last time, I bid you farewell, take care of you lives and make the most of them.
Enough is enough now.
One click of the button, and I am free ….
Posting on this forum started out as a place where I could chat to friends, talk about DAoC related topics (mostly Battlegrounds discussions) and have some good time. People started to flame me, and rightly so, because I was being too arrogant and abusive to some people. Finally I got banned and after that, I guess the addiction and my childish tendencies made me keep on creating new accounts, and posting useless and abusive posts.
I didn’t really intend it to be that way – but this is how it has turned out. And I do not blame anyone for me, even the death threats, I could not deal with the consequences of my own actions, this is what drove me to the lowest level of account creating and abuse.
Now I know what I have done is wrong and nor do I expect your forgiveness, I am merely writing this because, enough of is enough. I’ve got too many other things to worry about than to give people grief on the internet. Believe me I’ve been thinking about how much of an idiot I have become, and yes I have at times hated myself for it. But then I realise, this is just a forum and it brings nothing to my life. I have other priorities now.
They say it takes a brave man to stand up and admit he was wrong but I will take no glory for this post. For it does not take courage. However, I want to assure you that I mean it 100%. I have never been so sure of this and I really want to know that all of you have my sincere apologies.
Basically, I am just saying sorry to all those I have insulted, harassed or anything else over my time on Freddyshouse. If you chose to reply to this thread; flame me, ridicule me, report me or whatever. Yes I swallow my self-pride with this but I want to get some things straight before I can move on with my life. As I said, I can understand all your anger that may await this reply.
However, I won’t be reading it, not this time.
There are things in life when you say to yourself ‘that’s it, enough now’ and this is one of those times. Thank you to everyone who has helped change me, and realise what I need to change about myself.
So, for one last time, I bid you farewell, take care of you lives and make the most of them.
Enough is enough now.
One click of the button, and I am free ….
