When was the last time you felt like ending yourself?

[old.Tohtori]

And reading this thread/any seel thread doesn't count. (in your face)

It's a simple question really.

When did you actually, positively, felt like you could stop breathing and not even give a damn? Just take the fast and furious road to hell, heaven or whatever knocks beyond the gates of life and death.

 

[Addlcove]

wauv.... actually haven´t felt like that in 2 years.... back when I decided to not just give a damn anymore (since I´ve been apprenticed have my own house... gf still lacking though)

 

[Jonaldo]

Never felt suicidal, but not really given a damn if I live or die. (nothing macho involved here just life hasn't turned out how I wanted it to yet)

 

[Addlcove]

oh I would just like to point out


I 4r3 t3h s1ck!!!!111

 

[kinag]

A couple of days ago when I slowed down and started thinking about what to do and when I found out It probably wouldn't be the way I wanted it to be...

Talked with my gf and I changed my mind..

I don't care much for life now neither tbh, I know how easily I can die and I don't like not having control over it...

 

[old.job]

Never felt suicidal, but not really given a damn if I live or die. (nothing macho involved here just life hasn't turned out how I wanted it to yet)

Sorry to hear that mate, but if you ever get a job as a pilot, hope you aren't flying my plane.

 

[Belsameth]

few years ago.
generally I just don't care if I'm alive or not. both have its advantages and disadvantages

 

[old.job]

Of course we have all been dead for ever allready, before we were born.

 

[Ardrias_Mid]

Every day really. Don't do much apart from go to work and go home and spam boards/IRC. Sad.

Did some poor attempts at ending it when I was a teenager.. But I couldnt go through with it. Didnt want my parents to feel they had failed I guess..

As Belsameth, I dont really care if I'm dead or not. Who knows, some day it may improve

 

[the_smurflord]

Last saturday tbh.
Again, not suicical but just really didn't care about myself and what happened to me. Tend to care far more about others than I do myself.

 

[Belsameth]

Originally posted by Ardrias_Mid
Every day really. Don't do much apart from go to work and go home and spam boards/IRC. Sad.

funny that you call it sad..
I worked quite hard to attain that. much safer then the outside world...

 

[old.job]

Remember people if you do decide to suicide, disband from the group first.

 

[Cyradix]

Life is way to wonderfull (well for me at least) to even think about ending it
Even a rainy day is filled with wonders

 

[old.job]

It's not dieing that's the problem, just how it's going to happen does worry me.

My grandfather died in his sleep, not screaming like his passengers.

 

[maxgirth]

Originally posted by old.job
It's not dieing that's the problem, just how it's going to happen does worry me.

My grandfather died in his sleep, not screaming like his passengers.

Lmfao

 

[maxgirth]

Originally posted by Belsameth
few years ago.
generally I just don't care if I'm alive or not. both have its advantages and disadvantages

AWWWWWWW, ok then you get a reward .

 

[old.Gombur Glodson]

Life is what you make it.

 

[Addlcove]

Originally posted by Belsameth
funny that you call it sad..
I worked quite hard to attain that. much safer then the outside world...

one word!!



PFY

 

[Addlcove]

UPDATE!

just now

http://forums.barrysworld.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=93819

 

[old.Gombur Glodson]

Originally posted by old.job
It's not dieing that's the problem, just how it's going to happen does worry me.

My grandfather died in his sleep, not screaming like his passengers.

Old!

 

[Munkey-]

I want something good to die for, To make it beautiful to live.

To steal a phrase

 

[Addlcove]

Originally posted by old.Gombur Glodson
Old!

not very many young people die in their sleep gomb

 

[old.Dillinja]

5 minutes ago.

 

[old.Jeriraa]

Originally posted by old.Gombur Glodson
Life is what you make it.

Thats bullshit! There is so little you can influence by yourself compared to what is influenced by people around you. And the worst is that most of them dont care.

I choosed life over dead some years back but only because I had the feeling someone I really hated and still hate with every fibre of my body would have "won" if I had killed myself. Since then I had good times and I had bad times. My current life purpose is my daughter even thou I broke up with her mother and I dont see her very often.

 

[old.Gombur Glodson]

Then _you_ arent really in control of your own life.

I stand by what I said.

 

[old.Jeriraa]

Originally posted by old.Gombur Glodson
Then _you_ arent really in control of your own life.

I stand by what I said.

Naiveness is a sweet gift.

Control is fictive one day you will see that too.

 

[old.Gombur Glodson]

I beg the difference.

 

[Belsameth]

I too do believe you can control a large part of your own life.
true, there's a lot of people around you whom's actions you can't control, you however can control how you respond to those outside influences. Gombur does make it sound a bit easy, which it isn't, but he does have a fairly large, and valid, point. (I think I used too many comma's there )

Addle: the PFY makes it inte4resting, but doesn't change my basic outlook on life

 

[old.Dillinja]

Most of our choices are already made for us when we are born tbh.

 

[osy]

Bobby Gaylor - Suicide Song.