If this question is honest, and you are asking yourself this, then i strongly suggest you find someone to you trust in rl to talk to about it. If you dont have such a person near you try to call a hotline that deals with depressions - there are such in sweden (where im guessing your from cause of your name), and you should not be afraid or ashamed to use them if you are genuinely suffering a depression strong enough to make you question life.
Alternatively try calling or meeting a priest of the national church (even if you arent religous - most of them wont try to "sell" you something and are good at talking to ppl that need to talk).
Many of us experience periods in life where we question it but there is something i can tell you right away without knowing anything about you: It *always* gets better at some point, if given time. *Dont* do anything drastic and *do* seek help from other people if you feel you cant handle things yourself - letting yourself sink into a strong depression is deadlier than any physical sickness there is.
I really hope you do something constructive about your feelings, and the best of luck to you. And sorry if im off the mark here.
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