Is there....

[Imgormiel]

Something wrong with me?

I can't sleep, I can't function properly. WTF >< I am trying but I really just can't. And with peeps looking at me weird all of the time I'm like wtf!!!!!

Atm all I want is a regular sleeping pattern and it's like when I go out I may as well have killed the guy. It really pisses me off.

Oh ok police, I confess, I did it, really!! It wasn't at all what the coroner said. He was lying dunno why but wtf fo. I try save someone's life and I may as well have killed him. Coroners report, dunno save that what it said that there was a fire and the fire door did its job and he couldn't get out because of the fire door.

I go out now and police grr and some gimps same ffs. No!

And people wonder where I live are asking why it is taking time to recover. Thanks. But those mfers are just grr and like they want me locked up. So I am potential danger to society am I mfers. Then arrest me you gimps. I am 40 in 6 weeks and since I wasn''t homeless, I have never been problem. FO 10 years noobs!!!!!! FFS!! FO!!!!!!!!!!!!I try 'save' someone's life and u treating me like this......FO!!!!!!!!!

 

[Ch3tan]

Meh, sounds like you are extremely paranoid. Cold be other reasons people are staring at you, are you looking rough due to all the lack of sleep?

 

[Fafnir]

Just go buy a big rubber mallet and keep hitting yourself until you fall a sleep

 

[Cerb]

"but I must say...I was very, very drunk"

 

[old.Tohtori]

The dead part there makes me go "hmmm?", otherwise good for you!

 

[Ezteq]

um...tbh I'd go to the doctors if I was you, it sounds like you actually really do require some help with this. I know everyone says sleeping pills are not cool but fgs if you can't sleep they help you get into a sleeping pattern if you just take one for a couple of nights and sleep really is a very good healer.

Take care of yourself honey, just go get some help from the doc because you don't sound as if you are coping with this well on your own and there's no shame in asking for help, trust me.

 

[old.Tohtori]

I actually ahd a sleeping problem, got a weeks worth of sickleave for it also.

What i found out is that you can suffer from two types of ""lacks" ni your life;

Lack of physical strain.
Lack of brain-strain (yeah i made it up, it works )

Physical is easy to fix, just move, exercise etc. Body will be tired and thus, sleep better to fix itself.

The brainstrain is a bit more complicated, but essentially the same.

I needed to use my brain more(work required little brainwork) so i started writing, designing etc before bed and it helped. I had excess power in my brain and it stopped me from shutting down.

You have to find your powersupply that isn't diminished and use it before bedtime.

Thsi can also be an emotional strain. This si where you're not doing enough thinking and thus get into thinking about phantom problems. This is fixed by doing something REALLY menial, like playing games, watching mindless TV etc.

Try out each three and see what works. If not, get to a doc.

 

[tierk]

This isnt you is it??

Death blaze accused 'said someone's done this' - Crime, UK - The Independent

 

[Imgormiel]

This isnt you is it??

Death blaze accused 'said someone's done this' - Crime, UK - The Independent

I think it's time you took another bungee jump

Btw thanks Ez, but yeah, i do look rough because of lack of sleep but i know it's not just that. It's not paranoia either, I have overheard conversations and people are treating me much differently than before the fire. Obviously I don't like the way I am being treated.

 

[Ch3tan]

I really really think you should follow ez's advice. It really sounds like paranoia, even more so after your last post.

 

[old.Tohtori]

I think it's time you took another bungee jump

Btw thanks Ez, but yeah, i do look rough because of lack of sleep but i know it's not just that. It's not paranoia either, I have overheard conversations and people are treating me much differently than before the fire. Obviously I don't like the way I am being treated.

Have to ask this; did you do something?

If you did; what is it?

If you didn't; no worry.

 

[Lamp]

too much crystal meth, brother

 

[Imgormiel]

too much crystal meth, brother

Oh sorry, I just get over the fire like its nothing? ffs, i would trade places with you any day other than what's been going on...

 

[Roo Stercogburn]

Agreed. You can never have too much crystal meth.

 

[Laddey]

If they have no part in your life, fuck 'em.

Let them talk about you, sticks and stones and all that. What they gonna do?


Have a shave, get your hair cut. Shit man even hit the sunbeds for 6 minutes bring a bit of colour back into your face. Trust me, back in the day i used to feel the same, looked felt like dog shit and those sunbeds make you look like you've left the house the past month.

 

[CorNokZ]

Do as Laddey says and go get cancer..

No, go out in the real sun! It feels much better

 

[Laddey]

Do as Laddey says and go get cancer..

No, go out in the real sun! It feels much better

6 minutes on them aint gonna kill you, and you'd get a better/quicker result.

Atleast get a hair cut and shave. I always find i feel fresh after a trim

 

[Nate]

Are you orange laddey?

 

[CorNokZ]

Laddey will be in next season of Jersey Shore on MTV

 

[Laddey]

Nah, im naturally pale as a motherfucker.

I go brown, not orange. Which is weird as i've got blonde hair!

Cornokz you will be in the next adams family.soz

 

[CorNokZ]

I'll be Wednesday





























*faps*

 

[megadave]

you sound like one of those crazy paranoid people

 

[Laddey]

hahaha

Who would you rather shag, Fester or Liam Stringer

 

[Vasconcelos]

Being extremly pale and with natural born sunbeds, I use them everyday. Else Id look like an hybrid of Robert Downey Jr & Berbatov.

And about your issue. I know im not in the best position to give advices (specially when I struggle to follow my own atm), but you should visit an specialist and treat your case.

 

[CorNokZ]

hahaha

Who would you rather shag, Fester or Liam Stringer

oh jeez that's a hard one..

No comment? :x

 

[Lamp]