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evinacryonme
Guest
Yes, i made up my mind.
After days of loosing interest in playing her, because of low quality RvR, lack of groups and friends missing, I decided to retire my main char, Evina, R4L9 minstrel (still Oo), and prolly delete the char too.
I want to tell to all of u, that behind this char is me, so everything what i did, sayd and emote, where coming from me, and they will still be there.
I can allready see many happy faces in albs reading this, tho is possible that friends i made in hib / mid to miss me. Dont worry i will still be on irc and keep in touch with u all.
I was told to not fall on this slope, and care less about others and care more about me, if me happy with what i am doing and how i am bla bla bla all is ok. No is not. I cant be like that. I stoped Roga the scout from leaving the game, he sold account, in 2 days after we talk it over, he was back, buying the account back. I stoped Ken from deleting his rr7 merc after he left PE. I stoped Max from leaving the game talking with him about friendship and others. Now i blame myself for doing it. Beeing in their position (of leaving the game), i have to ask myself why i tryed to stop them, and mess up in their lives, because not everybody else here needs this damn virtual enviroment to be happy and free like i did. U all have decent or good rl lives, and only play the game for fun.
This aint a game. There are peeps behind the chars they play. Their chars reflect pretty much the rl person behind them. How u talk, how u threat others, and all.
I didnt liked many things i saw / heard in this game from the very begining of my DAOC experience. But i also had great times here (and i dont mean cyb0r to spare u from asking), and no one can take this from me, will always be there.
I joined Seven some days ago. I found there a warm house for me, and discover many cute and nice peeps, couples and so on. I will miss them all for sure.
But i sayd allready too much (nerf my big mouth as always).
Hug u all and keep having a great fun in DAOC, is worth :>
After days of loosing interest in playing her, because of low quality RvR, lack of groups and friends missing, I decided to retire my main char, Evina, R4L9 minstrel (still Oo), and prolly delete the char too.
I want to tell to all of u, that behind this char is me, so everything what i did, sayd and emote, where coming from me, and they will still be there.
I can allready see many happy faces in albs reading this, tho is possible that friends i made in hib / mid to miss me. Dont worry i will still be on irc and keep in touch with u all.
I was told to not fall on this slope, and care less about others and care more about me, if me happy with what i am doing and how i am bla bla bla all is ok. No is not. I cant be like that. I stoped Roga the scout from leaving the game, he sold account, in 2 days after we talk it over, he was back, buying the account back. I stoped Ken from deleting his rr7 merc after he left PE. I stoped Max from leaving the game talking with him about friendship and others. Now i blame myself for doing it. Beeing in their position (of leaving the game), i have to ask myself why i tryed to stop them, and mess up in their lives, because not everybody else here needs this damn virtual enviroment to be happy and free like i did. U all have decent or good rl lives, and only play the game for fun.
This aint a game. There are peeps behind the chars they play. Their chars reflect pretty much the rl person behind them. How u talk, how u threat others, and all.
I didnt liked many things i saw / heard in this game from the very begining of my DAOC experience. But i also had great times here (and i dont mean cyb0r to spare u from asking), and no one can take this from me, will always be there.
I joined Seven some days ago. I found there a warm house for me, and discover many cute and nice peeps, couples and so on. I will miss them all for sure.
But i sayd allready too much (nerf my big mouth as always).
Hug u all and keep having a great fun in DAOC, is worth :>
