Lucius
Banned
- Joined
- Apr 1, 2008
- Messages
- 679
It seems the time has come for me to let go but firstly I would like to make an apology to Anesur regarding my attack on his guild, Linked Chaos.
What you must understand is that I never intended to insult or belittle your guild. My reasoning behind my post was the fact that I had/have an inkling that you and Aleven are behind every single post attacking me and my values. I am not trying to make you feel bad Anesur because I know that everything I have said is my responsibility and I am only saying this so you can hopefully understand the misjudgement on my part. I can put my hand on heart and say that it was a heat of the moment thing. I have always had great respect and admiration for Linked Chaos and especially yourself and to jepordise that is the last thing I would want.
As for myself, I will say good bye to everyone on the FreddysHouse Battlegrounds forums that have made the past 6 years of Thidranki worth it. I think what has kept me here is false nostalgia and memories of a better time when in reality it probably wasn't as good. I miss Thidranki and I think about it everyday, the people that made it such a joy and the possibility of seeing them again draw me to these forums each day and each night.
However, I understand now that people are not coming back. I understand that the few of us that are left are only holding on in vain, hoping that some sort of miracle will turn Thidranki what it was 2-4 years ago, the golden years. People have moved on with their lives and so must I.
Good bye FreddysHouse, thanks for the laughs and the tears.
Good bye community, thanks for keeping me playing and giving me memories.
Good bye Thidranki, thanks for providing the perfect location for me to express myself and develop me as a person, giving me the self-esteem to succeed in real life.
Thank you all and stay safe.
What you must understand is that I never intended to insult or belittle your guild. My reasoning behind my post was the fact that I had/have an inkling that you and Aleven are behind every single post attacking me and my values. I am not trying to make you feel bad Anesur because I know that everything I have said is my responsibility and I am only saying this so you can hopefully understand the misjudgement on my part. I can put my hand on heart and say that it was a heat of the moment thing. I have always had great respect and admiration for Linked Chaos and especially yourself and to jepordise that is the last thing I would want.
As for myself, I will say good bye to everyone on the FreddysHouse Battlegrounds forums that have made the past 6 years of Thidranki worth it. I think what has kept me here is false nostalgia and memories of a better time when in reality it probably wasn't as good. I miss Thidranki and I think about it everyday, the people that made it such a joy and the possibility of seeing them again draw me to these forums each day and each night.
However, I understand now that people are not coming back. I understand that the few of us that are left are only holding on in vain, hoping that some sort of miracle will turn Thidranki what it was 2-4 years ago, the golden years. People have moved on with their lives and so must I.
Good bye FreddysHouse, thanks for the laughs and the tears.
Good bye community, thanks for keeping me playing and giving me memories.
Good bye Thidranki, thanks for providing the perfect location for me to express myself and develop me as a person, giving me the self-esteem to succeed in real life.
Thank you all and stay safe.
