Am i really?!

[Crooked Line]

I dont get adrenaline rushes from "aggressive" situations anymore. I was starting to wonder if i had lost my passion for rl. i get rushes all the time in RvR (which is pretty sad really) and blinding rage when i loose sometimes. wonder if i have started taking too light on RL and DAoC too serious. has a computer game screwed up my view on reality? or have i been "desensitized" through experience.


i have dreams.. some of my dreams come true. i see little tid bits of the future in them. am i psycic? do i subliminally set up situations to match my dreams.

i dont really feel very sad about the houndreds of people dying in floods in china.. but i cry like a girl when watching movies. am i a bad person?

i let my x-gf sit outside in the cold for 5 hours when she missed her train because we had sex.. just so i could play DAoC in peace. am i a bad person? am i fine since im an addict which means im sick and can't be held responsable?

would it be ok for me to actually castrate a rapist if i cought him trying to rape someone?

does the fact that i feel perfectly fine with the thought of taking another persons life with my bare hands if i feel he deserved it. make me crazy or a normal although slightly vigilanty typed disturbed person.

is it strange that i have a feeling that im gonna "before my time".. but have no fear of dying?

i got a hard on imagining my GF tied up dressed in a piggie costume. am i freak?

when i got my first ejakulation years and years ago i froze up in pain. never found out if that was normal?!


i have masturbated everywhere. at all the different jobs i have had, the bedroom, the livingroom, the bathroom, when i was an exchange student in school, 5 mins after i arrived at the people i had to stay with i was punishing my sjlong, like i cought i breaking into my house, while taking a shower. Am i really that strange? or is that lejit after having a girl sitting and sleeping in your lap for 22 hours in bus.

i got suspended from school once for waking up early when i was at "boarding school" getting one of my roommates to pull the blanket of my second and really fat roomate then proceeded to film him and show the tape, of the fat guy completely naked except his dirty underwear halfway up his fat ass, to over 100 people in the meeting room thingy. Am i a bad person?

 

[Dillinja]

You sound pretty messed up. I reccomend a shrink.

 

[mts]

seek help.

 

[Sissyfoo]

You sound pretty messed up. I recommend a big bottle of sleeping pills.

 

[Morchaoron]

looks like life is just too hard for you and you cant get used to it... some people have that... and you know the cure....

 

[Loxleyhood]

You sound dull. Dull and weird for actually posting this. You think you wank a lot for example, well, my mate has wanked in three continents in one day. That's not freaky, it's rather nifty.

 

[Gamah]

hmmm...get help

 

[Gamah]

You sound dull. Dull and weird for actually posting this. You think you wank a lot for example, well, my mate has wanked in three continents in one day. That's not freaky, it's rather nifty.

Now thats an achivement , well maybe not but

 

[gimpchimp]

"Get a life".

 

[old.Tohtori]

Compared to this lot here, you're quite normal

 

[Cavex ElSaviour]

well, my mate has wanked in three continents in one day. That's not freaky, it's rather nifty.

now thats an achievement that will make grandma proud.

 

[Crooked Line]

Compared to this lot here, you're quite normal

gratz you are the only one who actually answered a question

 

[Binky the Bomb]

Go AFK, get out and enjoy the world around you. The fact you have a GF is an achievement that puts you ahead of most people here. Are you a feak? No. I've known people who have been more messed up than what you've described. Mostly women, but there insane by default. Ever done something, volunterilly, that scared you? I subjest doing something you dislike ever so often as well, housework or watching soap operas, just to remind you "why" you dislike them.

After doing stuff like that every once in a while, your life, and any problems in it wont seem as bad.

And if that doesn't work, at least it got you away from the PC for an hour or two. Try it, i'm being serious (for a change).

 

[Iceforge]

I dont get adrenaline rushes from "aggressive" situations anymore. I was starting to wonder if i had lost my passion for rl. i get rushes all the time in RvR (which is pretty sad really) and blinding rage when i loose sometimes. wonder if i have started taking too light on RL and DAoC too serious. has a computer game screwed up my view on reality? or have i been "desensitized" through experience.

You sound like your becoming a geek, your social life sounds like it could use some strengtening, just make sure you use some hours each week just away from your computer and with your friends, will help greatly on this

i have dreams.. some of my dreams come true. i see little tid bits of the future in them. am i psycic? do i subliminally set up situations to match my dreams.

Yes, that is something that everybody do, but that you notice they come true seems like your lucky/good at acting on your lust, which generally is a good thing, as people often become sad/miserable, when they supress what they want

i dont really feel very sad about the houndreds of people dying in floods in china.. but i cry like a girl when watching movies. am i a bad person?

Sounds like you just can't relate to the troubles down there, as it is so far away, while movies are specially made so they get a grip on you and affect you more, sounds pretty normal to me..

i let my x-gf sit outside in the cold for 5 hours when she missed her train because we had sex.. just so i could play DAoC in peace. am i a bad person? am i fine since im an addict which means im sick and can't be held responsable?

Sounds like some addiction there, again I would just advise you to make sure you do something, atleast 2 hours aday (beside transport/work/school etc) on something beside DAoC, try maybe once to play in a way that give you the adreneline rush (you mention in the first part) and just quit and sit, and try to think about something else, it is very hard, but it can be done and it will help you control anger and do what you fell is most sensible in situations like this another time..

would it be ok for me to actually castrate a rapist if i cought him trying to rape someone?

Yes.

does the fact that i feel perfectly fine with the thought of taking another persons life with my bare hands if i feel he deserved it. make me crazy or a normal although slightly vigilanty typed disturbed person.

Humens are, in my belief, born to fell surden urges, and one of them is murder, so, imagining a justified situation just to think about killing someone, dont sound that disturbed, it is not a good thing to do ofc, but I wont say your mayorly disturbed, but see a shrink about this one if you fell insecure, as I dont know that much about this

is it strange that i have a feeling that im gonna "before my time".. but have no fear of dying?

Maybe the "before my time" is just easier to realise the full effect of, while "death" is full of so many unknown things, that it is hard to imagine to it's fulleffect

i got a hard on imagining my GF tied up dressed in a piggie costume. am i freak

Well, nothing sexually will ever make you a sick person nor a freak, people turn on by different things, as long as it involve a normal woman (or man, if that is your thing) it is not something that makes you a sick person

when i got my first ejakulation years and years ago i froze up in pain. never found out if that was normal?!

I dont recall my first and have never spoken to anyone else, but development on the body can come as a big surprice I guess, and thous be scary to some.

i have masturbated everywhere. at all the different jobs i have had, the bedroom, the livingroom, the bathroom, when i was an exchange student in school, 5 mins after i arrived at the people i had to stay with i was punishing my sjlong, like i cought i breaking into my house, while taking a shower. Am i really that strange? or is that lejit after having a girl sitting and sleeping in your lap for 22 hours in bus.

Well, exploring and enjoying yourself is perfectly fine, wont comment further on this

i got suspended from school once for waking up early when i was at "boarding school" getting one of my roommates to pull the blanket of my second and really fat roomate then proceeded to film him and show the tape, of the fat guy completely naked except his dirty underwear halfway up his fat ass, to over 100 people in the meeting room thingy. Am i a bad person?

Seems you might have to little feeling for your fellow man in general, try and think "What would I fell if I was him and this happened to me?" instead of just "this is going to be fun!".
Humiliating other people is never called for..


Note that Im not a proffessional, I just answer with the basic knowledge I have and it is strongly affected by my own opinions, but I hope you can use it for something

 

[Crooked Line]

wow another answer i dont think i have a bad life, nor am i tired of living . that fact that so many people sugested suicide was funny in a tragic sort of way

we ALL have little things that make us odd. some have more than others
and to get other people's honest reactions is fun.

i knew this guy who masturbated 12 times in one day.. 'til his penis started bleeding that's alot more wierd than anything i posted imo.

i was bartending at a friends party and this guy kept annoying me, so i hugged a lugi in his drink before i gave it too him. ewul? vengeful? funny?

i send a guy to the hospital once after he attacked me, i have never ever felt bad about it. is one suppose to feel bad about defending him/her-self

 

[Ormorof]

wow, and i thought i was strange

though i have to agree with binky, you are ahead of alot of guys here by actually having a gf and having a (vagua ) social life

 

[Urme the Legend]

Can a moderator check his IP and do a search for any other user that isn't registered today that uses the same IP and post the Username?

Pretty sure this is Glottis undercover!

 

[Crooked Line]

Can a moderator check his IP and do a search for any other user that isn't registered today that uses the same IP and post the Username?

Pretty sure this is Glottis undercover!

muhaha guess again

 

[Dillinja]

I'm guessing it's Repent. It all adds up when you think about it.

 

[Crooked Line]

I'm guessing it's Repent. It all adds up when you think about it.

nope, i doubt anyone will actually guess it

 

[[SS]Gamblor]

I dont get adrenaline rushes from "aggressive" situations anymore. I was starting to wonder if i had lost my passion for rl. i get rushes all the time in RvR (which is pretty sad really) and blinding rage when i loose sometimes. wonder if i have started taking too light on RL and DAoC too serious. has a computer game screwed up my view on reality? or have i been "desensitized" through experience.


i have dreams.. some of my dreams come true. i see little tid bits of the future in them. am i psycic? do i subliminally set up situations to match my dreams.

i dont really feel very sad about the houndreds of people dying in floods in china.. but i cry like a girl when watching movies. am i a bad person?

i let my x-gf sit outside in the cold for 5 hours when she missed her train because we had sex.. just so i could play DAoC in peace. am i a bad person? am i fine since im an addict which means im sick and can't be held responsable?

would it be ok for me to actually castrate a rapist if i cought him trying to rape someone?

does the fact that i feel perfectly fine with the thought of taking another persons life with my bare hands if i feel he deserved it. make me crazy or a normal although slightly vigilanty typed disturbed person.

is it strange that i have a feeling that im gonna "before my time".. but have no fear of dying?

i got a hard on imagining my GF tied up dressed in a piggie costume. am i freak?

when i got my first ejakulation years and years ago i froze up in pain. never found out if that was normal?!


i have masturbated everywhere. at all the different jobs i have had, the bedroom, the livingroom, the bathroom, when i was an exchange student in school, 5 mins after i arrived at the people i had to stay with i was punishing my sjlong, like i cought i breaking into my house, while taking a shower. Am i really that strange? or is that lejit after having a girl sitting and sleeping in your lap for 22 hours in bus.

i got suspended from school once for waking up early when i was at "boarding school" getting one of my roommates to pull the blanket of my second and really fat roomate then proceeded to film him and show the tape, of the fat guy completely naked except his dirty underwear halfway up his fat ass, to over 100 people in the meeting room thingy. Am i a bad person?

 

[Morchaoron]

my answer was honest too...

deal with it or quit but dont whine, you are the only one who can deal with it, we cant, whining usually makes these people even think worse about themselves then they already are...

ask yourself this: why would you care that you think differently? as long as you can still have fun and live on why would you care? if you are diffenent, so what? whadda ya gonna do about it? reincarnate? sorry pal, you only have one shot at this...

as silly as it may sound, we all have our own realities, our mind generates it for us...

 

[Crooked Line]

hey, i want the nice chick on the beach attention whore piccie not that one .

 

[Sissyfoo]

nope, i doubt anyone will actually guess it

Who cares? Yer just another fucked up douche bag amongst many.

 

[Lumikki]

You're fine, but posting your "life story" on FH is not. Not that I don't enjoy reading about your masturbation habbits but... wait, I don't!

 

[Darksword]

I dont get adrenaline rushes from "aggressive" situations anymore. I was starting to wonder if i had lost my passion for rl. i get rushes all the time in RvR (which is pretty sad really) and blinding rage when i loose sometimes. wonder if i have started taking too light on RL and DAoC too serious. has a computer game screwed up my view on reality? or have i been "desensitized" through experience.


i have dreams.. some of my dreams come true. i see little tid bits of the future in them. am i psycic? do i subliminally set up situations to match my dreams. short answer no ur no psychic, atleast not to a huge degree, u do cause certain things 2 happen through various methods, i.e. u decide 2 go sumwhere and u act a certain way, affecting those around u etc

i dont really feel very sad about the houndreds of people dying in floods in china.. but i cry like a girl when watching movies. am i a bad person? id suggest that you have a confused and mixed up view of reality and fiction, you look at reality and because it seems so distant you dont actually believe it in ur mind that its true, but as you can see (seeing is believeing etc) the "pain" in films it hurts you.

i let my x-gf sit outside in the cold for 5 hours when she missed her train because we had sex.. just so i could play DAoC in peace. am i a bad person? am i fine since im an addict which means im sick and can't be held responsable? yes you are responsible and the moment you realise this is the moment you can start making amends for ur past, 5 hours in the cold is a long time, how would you have felt in that situation? id ask you 2 uninstall daoc, snap the disks, and turn auto renewal off, cut all contacts with daoc and go do something more healthy (exercise, and community service although can b boring, will help you find a respect for urself, u obviously dont care much about urself)

would it be ok for me to actually castrate a rapist if i cought him trying to rape someone? under the law no, as a human, yes,

does the fact that i feel perfectly fine with the thought of taking another persons life with my bare hands if i feel he deserved it. make me crazy or a normal although slightly vigilanty typed disturbed person. if YOU feel he deserves it? hmpfff there is a judical system in this country, im sure they will find a better punishment than death

is it strange that i have a feeling that im gonna "before my time".. but have no fear of dying? no, look at the people around you, having no fear of death is now being accepted as "normal" because people are loosing respect for themselves, and others.

i got a hard on imagining my GF tied up dressed in a piggie costume. am i freak? do you feel like a freak? :S

when i got my first ejakulation years and years ago i froze up in pain. never found out if that was normal?! tbh i dont know i cant remember but if the problem still persists to this day, then yes you do have a problem


i have masturbated everywhere. at all the different jobs i have had, the bedroom, the livingroom, the bathroom, when i was an exchange student in school, 5 mins after i arrived at the people i had to stay with i was punishing my sjlong, like i cought i breaking into my house, while taking a shower. Am i really that strange? or is that lejit after having a girl sitting and sleeping in your lap for 22 hours in bus. <shrug> was she fit?

i got suspended from school once for waking up early when i was at "boarding school" getting one of my roommates to pull the blanket of my second and really fat roomate then proceeded to film him and show the tape, of the fat guy completely naked except his dirty underwear halfway up his fat ass, to over 100 people in the meeting room thingy. Am i a bad person? i think boarding school is where it all started 2 go wrong boarding schools SUCK, i went 2 1 for 3 years, i escaped 2day

all in all id definatly advise some form of counselling, if u want u can b my A level test subject

 

[Darksword]

crap joke

i think its ucallme, he is kinda fooked up (who is it really though ? )

 

[Morchaoron]

probably no joke, just another silly fucker...

 

[Sinnica]

its Krypt

 

[Lorra]

lol, go and punch a wall or something but not another person thats just not nice, that will give u an adrenline (sp?) rush because ur hand will hurt like hell. Or start playing chicken with buses and lorries the fact that you could die would be an adrenline rush imo.

if you do actually die trying what i just said erm.... dont tell me u diead, cuz then i will feel shity lol