Had me a little drink again now but am calm instead of seething with hatred at something or someone or other.
Played a few alts. Well tried them all really but stealthers I love to play. The way they fight is like a ballad to my eyes. All the moves you can make tis like watching an exotic dance when you get your timing right.
I have played sbs for 2-3 years and analyzed every move and some fights i have made recently have brought together everything I have practiced in a way that is and has been surprising to me. I have killed some players recently where i never panicked or hesitated but allowed myself to just react. You know where martial arts people have said never to think just to react well that is how i have fought recently. You might laugh but I honestly had to stop myself thinking in a fight. I would log into Thid and walk along stealthed and think to myself 'ok I have to do this and don't forget to do this or that' then stop and pause. Then I would purposely clear my mind to stop thinking like that and eventually have enough self belief to know i would react to any situation in some sort of way that my training has governed.
I ain't a hero. I get as scared as anyone else when i enter Thid - sweaty palms the lot. But after all this practicing the fights i have taken part in recently (only very recently) have been like watching someone else and not me taking part. I honestly don't know how i will fight sometimes and will do things that are instinctive rather than contrived. Sounds daft I know but I honestly remove doubt and moves from my mind when I know a fight is about to happen and just react.
In a bit of a quandary at the moment and I think it is about not having buffs on me. I have always strived to be the best prepared I could possibly be forra fight and to purposely weaken myself really goes against the grain. Will be having a rest forra while to allow this change in my thinking to occur so i can play unbuffed without thinking so negatively about it.
Funny how drink causes you to think and post stuff in an odd way innit
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PKJ
Weaklin
Played a few alts. Well tried them all really but stealthers I love to play. The way they fight is like a ballad to my eyes. All the moves you can make tis like watching an exotic dance when you get your timing right.
I have played sbs for 2-3 years and analyzed every move and some fights i have made recently have brought together everything I have practiced in a way that is and has been surprising to me. I have killed some players recently where i never panicked or hesitated but allowed myself to just react. You know where martial arts people have said never to think just to react well that is how i have fought recently. You might laugh but I honestly had to stop myself thinking in a fight. I would log into Thid and walk along stealthed and think to myself 'ok I have to do this and don't forget to do this or that' then stop and pause. Then I would purposely clear my mind to stop thinking like that and eventually have enough self belief to know i would react to any situation in some sort of way that my training has governed.
I ain't a hero. I get as scared as anyone else when i enter Thid - sweaty palms the lot. But after all this practicing the fights i have taken part in recently (only very recently) have been like watching someone else and not me taking part. I honestly don't know how i will fight sometimes and will do things that are instinctive rather than contrived. Sounds daft I know but I honestly remove doubt and moves from my mind when I know a fight is about to happen and just react.
In a bit of a quandary at the moment and I think it is about not having buffs on me. I have always strived to be the best prepared I could possibly be forra fight and to purposely weaken myself really goes against the grain. Will be having a rest forra while to allow this change in my thinking to occur so i can play unbuffed without thinking so negatively about it.
Funny how drink causes you to think and post stuff in an odd way innit
.PKJ
Weaklin
