Had my first real "attack" today, is currently calming down as I type. The doctors said anything can kick off pain.. Something did. NO idea what... I should stop underestimating how silly the human body is.

I happened to be napping and woke up rather quickly having stupidly sharp pains in my chest (central, near lungs), I think the cause of the 'attack' were some of the iron tablets I took maybe an hour before doing so.. Which, if they are they cause, is rather odd.. Since...

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Posting what I posted last week when I got back from A&E, is a insight to what I was thinkign when my mood was pretty down.. Just about how the week went etc.. People keep asking, so here it is...

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Those who know me know that I'm a pretty cruel person, know that I don't mind being ripped to shreads and then doing the same back at pretty bizarre times for the perfect or even inperfect reaction. People...

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Once again, I'm attacking my FH blog with a thought I just had while wondering around my flat looking for nothing in particular. Just got me thinking about how useful I actually am, thinking about it and really thinking about it, I'm not really. I mean, everyone usually has some sort of skill, everyone usually has some sort of use and I can't honestly see where mine is. Everyone sort of knows what they want to do and stick to it and become really good at it, and that's where I'm sort of puzzled....

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God dammit, I hate summer holidays. I hate sitting here all day with nothing to do and letting my brain rot. I can feel myself getting thicker and thicker every damn day. I mean, I'm going to get the obvious reponces from people I say this to, you know, the standard "Oh, why don't you get a job" piece of bollocks. Well, at this point in time I actually can't, not where I am and not with a relocation coming up. I could apply, but then I've got a paid for holiday booked at the start of august....

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